Where are you?

Where are you?

Why can’t I feel you near?

I know you are here…

It’s just you feel so far away.

If only I could hear you

If only I could touch you

If only I could see you

If only I could feel you

Why do you feel so far away?

Why does it feel like you aren’t here?

I know my feelings are wrong,

They tell me you are gone.

But you promised you would never leave nor forsake me….

Yet you feel so far away…

Maybe I just need to go away

Focus on you and just pray

To just be still

To listen and obey your will

Maybe then, you will feel close

Someday's its just so hard

Some days I loose my focus

You are the one I am to worship

Yet here I am worshiping other things

Why do I do the things you hate?

Why don’t I just obey?

Why why why???

Because I am a sinner…

Because I try to do those things on my own

Because only though you can I honor you

You are the one who enables me to obey you

But, I have to allow you to do so.

I need to give up

To give you control

Let you rule

You drive

You provide

^{Romans 8:38-39
38} For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, ³⁹ nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Hebrews 13:5 I will never leave you nor forsake you.